SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
906. I never want to get better. I say I do, but I want tostay like this forever.
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
905. Other people may be going through worse, and dealing with it better. Bu,t I’m at my breaking point. I can’t handle it.
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
904. I want to get more help, it’s been four years and even with help and support stopping seems impossible… Cutting has become a part of me and it’s scary.
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
903. My close friends and family know that I self harmed. They don’t know that I haven’t stopped. I can’t bear to tell them because I know they’d be disappointed and ashamed of me. I guess this time I have to keep this secret.
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
902. I’ve only been cutting for about 3 months. I have a best friend who her and I write letters back and forth to, and she recently told me her sister cuts. I’ve written at least three letters saying I cut, but I never have the strength to send it. My parents don’t know. I don’t want them to know. I feel like they would put me in counseling. I don’t want to do that. I only have three *visable* scars. What’s so awful is that I have absolutely no reason to be doing this to myself. I have a caring family. I have a roof over my head. I have food on the table. I have caring friends. Why am I not happy? It was all because of this boy I loved for three years. He went around the world for one year and as soon as he came back he never said a thing to me. That made me regret love. Then I started falling for others. Now, a year after that occurred its finally getting to me. I want help, but not a counselor. I want someone to talk to who is in the same position as me.
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
901. I’m getting better… But its tough when the physical want & the emotional want are in-sync. The physical makes my wrists tight & hard as rock, exposing my veins & the emotional want is self-hate or deep sadness.
But I haven’t cut in 2 years :)
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
900. I’m bleeding through my band-aids. But I’m going to hide it. I won’t let anyone take it away from me this time. The months of being clean were boring anyways.
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
898. When I feel too much, I cut to be numb. When I feel too numb, I cut so I feel.
SELF-HARM CONFESSIONS
897. I’m 15. Last night at my 13 year old cousin’s party, her and her friend were talking about people who were “emo” cus they cut. It actually really hurt. No, I’m not “emo”. I’m in pain. And the sickest thing is; is that i love my scars and I can’t stop.
